Friday, February 29, 2008

Kissing

I’m back home for the weekend. It feels so good. Chris picked me up at the airport and then we went to get On The Border and walked around Petsmart waiting until we could get my bag which obviously was on a later flight.

When I kiss Chris, everything just feels so right. I feel safe with him. But then when I see people who are going through divorces and things it scares me into thinking what if we are too young? Or what if we are doing this the wrong way? I really don’t think we are. And maybe you can’t tell until later. Maybe its not about knowing right now whether this is “right” or “wrong” but maybe its simply that I am making a choice and that choice is to love you for the rest of our lives. Maybe Carissa knew what she was talking about when she told me that about Joel. Maybe its not about knowing but rather about choosing.

I want to choose him. I’m going to choose him. And I know that it will be a good choice.

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